Stupid Thing Written In The Book Given To Me By A Great Man I Once Knew Who Killed Himself And Made Me Sad

I am afraid
I am afraid of you dying
I am afraid of you forgetting me
I am afraid of you getting hurt
I am afraid of you getting raped
I am afraid of you joining a cult where you think that you are enlightening yourself but you will only be having a 2-day orgy and killing yourself at the end of the month
I am afraid of myself
I am afraid of my thoughts
I am afraid of hurting myself
I am afraid of dying
I am afraid of losing you
I am afraid of hurting you
I am afraid of being traumatized and losing emotion and not caring about you
I am afraid of never doing something like living in a car for 3 weeks off of McDonalds and iced coffee
I am afraid of people
I am afraid of what they think
I am afraid of how they look
I am afraid of what they say
I am afraid of the world
I am afraid